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It Was a Nightmare
27.1.07

May be I am too worried, may be I am too sick of the whole situation, I myself don’t know why I dreamt of ‘fight’. God knows me better. Indeed, it was a nightmare that I still remember until now.

I can’t remember the exact day I had my nightmare. I was trying to forget it, comforting myself that it won’t happen in my real life. However, it looked so real until I could feel the fear in my sleep. I always think of the possible causes for that happening in the future. And the more I think of it, the more I feel helpless with it.

I don’t like to say it… that I had a big fight with Mom. Even though it was just a dream, it was too real with all the possible reasons behind it. Perhaps you question, isn’t it easier to simply forget it if it means nothing to you? Yap, that’s true. If there is no way it could happen, I will just forget it.

But, the thing is I really can’t say much about ‘the reason’. Simply speaking, Mom and I have different view on life, the purpose of it, etc. I don’t blame her for it, nor feel guilty because I’m different from her. In the end, she’s still my mom. I am always proud of her for having brought me up. 

Annice @ 8:37 pm
God loves you always
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because those who are led by the Spirit of God are sons of God - Romans 8:14

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