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Randomness
30.9.06

Gila dah pagi... I didn't sleep for the whole nite. Well, I was trying to study, to prepare for my freaking scary PR laws presentation, but it seems that my bad habit of slacking slows down my intention to study.

Anyway, I show you a pic taken from my window.

Fiuh...signing off soon. I am talking to Ayrin on MSN. Apparently, she is still 'on' after going for karaoke. Haha..so funny. Actually, I wanna post a serious entry, but I don't know why I am still writing rubbish. By the way, I must say...these past few days have changed Annice to be a Podcast addict. hihihi... Language podcast (Japanese and Chinese), definitely, is so amusing. I mean, this thing can improve my speaking skill, especially my poor chinese intonation. Woa...I am so happy.
Ok,ok, signing off now. I got to sleep very soon since I am going out in the afternoon. Ciao

Annice @ 5:52 am
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An Excerpt from My Prayer
20.9.06

I stand by the promises we made
I stand by the dreams I have
Once again,
when I open up the eyes of my heart
I see the truth of the future,
that lies in Your mighty hands

Yes, I am here with many problems that seem never-ending
yet You never let me drown in my uncertainty
therefore I could only say
Thank You, Lord
and amen

Annice @ 10:00 am
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PR Blog and another blog (cont.)
14.9.06

Anyway, I also want to make one for my japanese lesson. Will name it 'the development of annice learning a new language...'

Ok. please stop. rubbish. signing off now.

Annice @ 1:09 am
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PR blogs
13.9.06

I have been reading a few PR blogs since I got my first PR assignment. Well, I never knew that PR people used blogs a lot to express their opinions and I really think, some of them were great. So, I just got the thought of developing a PR blog as well. No worries, this won't be a temporary excitement, I wouldn't abandon my blog for no reasons.

Anyways, my point is... blogging will help me improve my way to express my PR thoughts. When I look back the very first time I did blog in blogger which was just a few months back, it was kinda weird. I used to have a Friendster blog. But it was Friendster. I mean...the content there was all about my poems, nothing to do with expressing my opinions (apart from the poems themselves).

First, it was because I wasn't used to say random things in a blog when people can just read like that. Second, I had to write it in english. Hehehe... please, dun laugh. It was just a matter of familiarity. And I do admit that I am slow in terms of technology, which definitely it is a disadvantage for a PR person. That's why, I need to learn a lot. And I dunno why I got this feeling. Am I right? haha... A good friend of mine told me to study instead of doing too much blogging. Well, at that time, I was thinking... Wait a minute, you're totally wrong gal! My course needs a lot of reading, to know what public opinion on what, to exchange thoughts or... whatever. It is not simply reading a rubbish.

So... I will probably make this blog during the Xmas holiday. I was thinking, it would contain global issues and national issues, I mean, Australia and my dear Indonesia definitely. Cool? Stupid? Any comments, support? Annice is incapable of blogging?:) It's alrite to say that. I am learning now to express my opinion and appreciate other's ^^.

Annice @ 8:51 pm
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Fun post
8.9.06

This is definitely for fun only...
haha... I just tried the quiz from the website my friend gave me. The results were pretty interesting.

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love.

You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't?

You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back.

In fights, you seek compromise and back down from conflict. You always try to smooth things out.

You have a hard time ending relationships, even if the other person says it's over.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Your Deadly Sins

Sloth: 60%

Pride: 40%

Envy: 20%

Gluttony: 0%

Greed: 0%

Lust: 0%

Wrath: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 17%

You will die with your hand down your underwear, watching Star Trek.

How Sinful Are You?

Annice @ 6:10 pm
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UntukNya (edit)
7.9.06

Tuhan, aku sayang Kamu
Kalo bukan Engkau, mungkin aku enggak bakal sekuat ini
mungkin juga air mata ini enggak bakal pernah berhenti
Kalo bukan Engkau, aku udah mati-matian membenci diriku
mungkin juga aku bakal terlanjur mencintai dunia
Tuhan,
Engkaulah yang paling mengertiku
Walau kadang aku enggak mengerti jalanMu,
tapi aku tahu
bukan tersesat dan jalan buntu yang Kau sediakan
Tuhan, bapa dan sahabatku
Bapa yang mendidik karena kasihNya
dan Sahabat,
yang berjalan bersama dalam senang dan sedihku
Tengkiu Tuhan
Tiada yang terbaik dalam hidupku selainMu ^^

Labels: Poems

Annice @ 12:21 am
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dug, dug, dug...
6.9.06

dug, dug, dug...
dari sini kurasa
dan semakin kuat waktu kusentuh
kenapa ini?
ada apa ini?
aku rasakan...
sakit
dug, dug, dug
duh!
kumohon, berhentilah
aku tahu kau sakit
hal yang sama yang kurasa
karena itu
jangan seperti ini padaku
karena aku juga sakit

Labels: Poems

Annice @ 11:37 pm
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Hopes and Dreams

Yea... long time no blog. haha... well, I am trying to recall my memories what has happened these past few days, perhaps there is some interesting things that I wanna share, but it seems I was unsuccessful to remember any of them.
Anyways, actually... I wanna write about my possible future that makes me a bit frustrated. Hiks! I hope I am not filling this blog up with a heap of complaints about my life. Basically I just wanna share or perhaps exchange thoughts with somebody.

Well, it started on last Saturday when I received SMS from my mom saying that our family's now having a financial difficulty. It seems that this whole one week or even few months before, my dad can't make any sales so that there is no income but ongoing expenses.

I dunno how to react to this kinda situation. I am worried... but worried about what. I am going back home without getting my degrees? I know it won't happen to me. So... I just plan that I will work during Christmas holiday this year. I am gonna stay for one month after the second semester finishes. I am NOT not going home. Indeed, I want to see my family at the end of this year.

So... when my mom rang me up yesterday, I asked her about that. And I think she agrees with me even though I could recognise a hesitant tone in her voice. But, apart from that matter, she really made me sad and frustrated. It is nothing wrong really to tell me about the things going wrong at home. I do wanna know what is happening and it is better to let me know than hide the problems from me and burst out everything once I go back.

I am really sad when she told me her views on certain points. I couldn't blame her for that. It is more like...I have to realize, have to remember that it hasn't finished. I mean... the battle hasn't ended.
Instead of cheering me up, giving me an advice, or whatsoever, she did tell me what she expected me to do. And that thing is really nonsense, illogical, freaking me out. I dunno what to say, but it seems I will make them dissapointed sooner or later.

Annice @ 7:01 pm
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because those who are led by the Spirit of God are sons of God - Romans 8:14