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Officially Closed
18.5.07

My blog has been closed officially.
It means that this entry would be the last one.

Please relink my new blog:
Annice Notebook
Thanks a lot.

Annice @ 12:10 AM
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Took the Plunge!
17.5.07

I've decided what I want to do. Well, I've done it in fact.
Hmm.. I know I have to take the risk. And it is really NOT me who has made this kind of decision.

Dunno what am I talking about? Yah, I also don't know how to say it.
Anyways..ya, it should be okey by then.

Annice @ 11:31 PM
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I am a Christian
27.4.07

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting, "I'm clean living'."
I'm whispering, "I was lost,
Now I'm found and forgiven."

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble
and need Christ to be my guide.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak
And need His strength to carry on.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed
And need God to clean my mess.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect,
My flaws are far too visible
But, God believes I am worth it.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I still feel the sting of pain.
I have my share of heartaches
So I call upon His name.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not holier than thou,
I'm just a simple sinner
Who received God's good grace, somehow!

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Annice @ 8:55 AM
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The Gifts
19.4.07

Thanks God.

You know, when you are away at home, and at one time you feel that it is different, it is strange to not to celebrate your birthday with your family. It has been years, to be exact 18 years, that I always celebrated my birthday with my family. I must have gotten my cake, my noodle, my eggs, and my small-big party (I choose what I want).

But since I came to Perth, I sometimes thought I wouldn't get those 'enjoyments' from my family again. Well, at least for 4 years, during my study. Guess I'm wrong. I may not have a dinner party, may not get a present from my parents, may not hang out with friends at mall (like in high school times), but the very most important thing is that I have these beautiful gifts.

First, I got a very nice sweater from Payal, Apple, and dear Li-Shan. I like the sweater. I just never expected to get that (because of the price -.-). But, my point is... I feel that I meet you guys not by chance or 'accident' XD.. I feel that God gives me the right place, the right people, the right time and yaa.. everything. Haha.. Especially, after reading the card, all of you said that you've found wonderful and nice friend ^___________________^ *Yuuu my head is getting bigger* Okay. Okay. Serious. I just thank God I have the greatest friends here^^

Next, another gift... the cutie tigger. A very big cup. Thanks to Vicki. I do appreciate it. You still remember me when you were on holiday in Malaysia. Hehe... Anyways, another 'confession' card that touches my heart. Ciee... I don't know how to say it. But I guess, I was reminded that even though I might lose contact with her, I still have her as my good friend. ^_____________^

Fiuh...thank you Lord. My birthday gift may be different from last time. But truthful gratitude indeed means a lot to me.

Annice @ 12:45 PM
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I turned 20! SURPRISE!!

20!
twenty.
hatachi.
haha...

What a surprise indeed. I guess I was thinking too much about that matter, then I just forgot that the time was ticking so fast. And you know, my innocent-looked housemate, Apple, was wonderfully convincing. She asked me to go with her to Yi Wei's house to take some books that according to her were very important at that VERY moment. I didn't know what I was thinking about, but I just trusted her WITHOUT questioning anything.

Then, the worst thing was that the weather outside was very cold. ARGH... You know I got my first day, and how weak I was at that time =P So I was thinking... 'get the book, Apple then go back home, I need to rest.' Well, it didn't turn out to be really successful. Reaching home, I was about to open the door. I got the keys, but either Shu Yan or Payal pushed at the door. I was frustated..I thought they were joking about that. House F loves to do that, right. So, I was thinking..probably because it was my birthday tonight, they were keen to bully me. hehe...sorry gals.

TAM TAM, when the door was opened. All the light were turned off. There was a beautiful cake surrounded by candles and flowers on the dining table. So pretty. I was so touched ^______^

What a surprise!! I really really appreciate it. Everyone involved. Apple, Payal, Li-Shan, Shu Yan, Pei Ying.. Love you all!! It was just too great..

Mode [waiting to get my birthday pic- promise I will upload it]

Annice @ 10:23 AM
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Mmm...
14.4.07

Ok. 受不了。。
I'm in the state of 'willing to know'. Well, I guess it's not that bad until I'm 'dying to know'.
Argh...but,
this is so annoying, indeed. I want to know the answer!

What am I talking about?
Argh... I'm myself confused with IT...
どうしよ。

Ok, enough..
Juz intermezzo, I will make a new blog^^.
not an important news.. yaa... but I'm getting bored with blogger. I need a new layout and features...

Mmm.. got to go back to my study. Bye.

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Annice @ 2:42 PM
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Ethnic Minority, Identity, and Chinese Indonesian
28.3.07

May I ask you a question? Which ethnic are you belong to? :)

Don't be upset with the question above, I'm not such a racist moron, asking around this question. I don't know why, but I've been interested in this matter since my last summer holiday. On top of all that, this is one of the topics in my Asian Studies class.

Just a brief summary, I might define ethnicity as a group of people who shares same culture, same language, and it may have a similar way of living. Ethnic groups may fall into different categories, depending on how you define it. Let's say, you see people based on the race, you might be thinking that Chinese from mainland China and those who live outside the country are just the same, one ethnic. However you might ignore the fact that they speak different languages.

Anyways, I'm Indonesian Chinese. I'm from the most crowded island in Indonesia, which is Java. And I won't address myself as a Javanese, cos I'm in no way look like them. And if you ask me, where my ancestors come from. I know my parent told me, my dad family spoke Hakka dialect(which I don't know where it's from), and mom side is from Fujian.

Ok. So the point is.. I am studying this ethnicity issue in Asia. How one ethnic is different to others, and also about the minority ethnics, are they being disadvantaged or not, etc.

I just find this interesting, especially when I look at my own country^^.

Indonesia has the biggest number of ethnic groups in the world. It's more than 1,000 ethnic groups, accounting for 1/6 of the total ethnics in the world.　With Javanese as the first major ethnic, the number of minorites in Indonesia still exceeds the number of Javanese people. I don't know it should be a pride or not, because actually when you look into the living society, we have huge problems regarding ethnicity issue.

I'll give you an example, one out of hundreds of problems. Chinese Indonesian! It's probably a cliche, but, anyway.. If you ask this question to them, "你是哪国人?" Ask them in Chinese. They can say "I'm Indonesian", or may be "Saya orang Indonesia". But it's just difficult for them to say "我是印尼人"。

Well, I believe it's just the matter of losing an identity. It results from past experiences. The Chinese Indonesians have been treated unfairly in education, government policy, and many others. The Government made everything difficult for them. For example, in terms of work, they generally had no choice other than opening up their own business.

Wondering the reason, there is no surprise they can't admit they are 'Indonesian'. They would say "I am Indonesian" WITH an extra information "ethnic Chinese" in the end. It's a bit strange, I reckon. Here in Australia I found that they didn't say "Indonesian Chinese" (in English), however, in indonesia they indeed said that 印尼华人 (in Chinese), 'cos they definitely can't say they are Chinese (中国人). They neither live nor were born in China.

I realized Indonesian Chinese want to be seen as 'different', since they were treated differently. In one way, they were forced to accept the idea of unity. On the other hand, they didn't get the basic need to be admitted as the way they were.

Nevertheless, the good news is... the situation is slightly different now. It's getting better. Since the Government no longer banned Chinese characters, and decided Chinese new year become a national holiday, Chinese Indonesians feel being 'more accepted' as an ethnic minority.

A good indication, I suppose. Even though it's still a long way to go to 'heal the pain' from the past, slowly but surely, they will proudly say,"我们是印尼人".

Okay, so that's just one of many examples. I can't write anymore since I might use lots of space. And also, sorry for such a heavy topic. Gomen ne minnasan. Got to go now^^!!

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Annice @ 10:34 AM
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Adon Rocks!!!
25.3.07

Blessed. Yap, indeed I'm blessed to see his performances.

For you who don't know who Adon is... He is an Indonesian Christian singer. He was actually a vocalist of one Indoesian group band, called Base Jam. But then, I guess, he is now focusing on serving God by his music.

Well, what I wanna say... It was a super duper great performance. I could just feel the emotion within the song. And it's trueee, he was telling his story of seven-year life without God. And I'm so touched by how God brought him back to His right way.

Anyways, one song (I hope I will have uploaded in my blog by the time I post this entry) is about the salvation that Jesus has given for FREE (no fee applicable :P). From the beginning til the end, it is just arranged nicely. Oh... I love this song.

Yap, yap..I got his autograph and a picture with him as well. I'm waiting for my friend to send the pic to me. Arghhh... my name is written there!!! ^^

Btw, for an extra information, he's such a low-profile guy. I heard that he helped roll up the cable. Can you believe that? If I were him, I would probably be busy giving my autographs =P

Okay, gtg. I will update soon, once I get the pic.

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Annice @ 4:24 PM
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because those who are led by the Spirit of God are sons of God - Romans 8:14